David's Birth Story

My mom had already been here for a week and baby didn't seem to want to come out on his own. So we decided we would induce since we were given the option. The morning of, I set my alarm to wake up and call the hospital at the time that was designated to me. I called and they said they were too busy and to call back at 11 am. So I did. Same story. This time I was told they would call me when they were ready for me. So I waited, I walked, I curbwalked, and I walked some more trying to maybe get it started on my own. Nothing. The whole day seemed to slowly tick by and I was loosing patience so I called the hospital again and was finally given the time of 7 pm.
Finally! Excitement set in! Nerves set in! We're having a baby!
The drive to the hospital was full of emotions. We made it to the hospital and after some short paperwork we were set up in our room. I was nervous about the pitocin because I've heard it makes labor much more painful, but I felt like I was handling the labor pains much better than I did with my first. I was excited to see how long I would last before asking for the epidural that I was planning on. Time passed and they occasionally upped the pitocin, once I hit a certain number, though, baby didn't like it anymore and his heart rate went down. The nurses rushed in and had me change positions to see if it would help, but it didn't. They gave me a drug to stop labor so that baby could rest. They also gave me an epidural because they said if his heart rate dropped again they would go into a C section. So we played the waiting game again. At this point it was getting to be pretty late at night, I didn't really realize it though because of all the excitement and nerves.
Eventually they started me on pitocin again and slowly upped it. They said baby's happy number was 7, haha. Labor progressed swimmingly and it was time to push. Baby's heart rate dropped again and the doctor was in a rush to get him out so he gave me an episiotomy so David could come out as soon as possible. I was a bit disappointed by that because I felt like I could do it without the cut, but obviously I wanted baby out fast if that's what the doctor thought was best. I pushed for probably 2 minutes and out came baby. I remember thinking, "Already?" I couldn't believe he was out so fast, I pushed for half an hour with my first.
He was beautiful and a happy little boy. It was a stressful delivery, but everything worked out well in the end.

One thing that will absolutely make you feel better about your day.

Our upstairs neighbor has a grandfather clock that goes off EVERY. 15. MINUTES. The end.

Birthday Bawl

On my birthday we took a family trip to Springville so that we could go to Jaker's pumpkin patch and do some fun fall activities with Olivia. Springville isn't normally an area I drive in (having just gotten my driver's permit there are MANY areas that I don't "normally" drive in) and I made a driving mistake. It was my all but sixth time on the road and I'm still learning, right?

Well, just after I made my driving mistake a truck from behind me passed me quickly while leaning on his horn. Of course, it surprised me and I was a little upset by it, but I understood. Other driver's expect everyone on the road to have as much experience as they do/to act in the same way they would, so when they don't they get upset. Even in my little experience with driving I have gotten that way with other drivers. So I wasn't mad. I just felt like an idiot.

What really got to me, though, was that when I caught up to this vehicle at a light he yelled out his window, "Learn to drive!" and his tone of voice was unmistakable. He was obviously ticked off at me and just had to take out that anger at me. Now, I'm pregnant and full of crazy hormones and that makes me emotionally unstable. To say the least, I cried all the way to our destination. I wondered if it ever crossed his mind that that was exactly what I was trying to do, learn to drive. I'm obviously not  a pro yet, I've only had my permit for two weeks, but I'm trying and the only way I'm going to learn is to drive on the road with other (more experienced) drivers.

I guess why I am really writing this is to just try and get people to take the time and think of others. You don't know what someone is going through. Let's be kinder on the road, and every where else for that matter. We are all learning how to live on this crazy world, and some of us are just at the starting line. Let's all be just a little more patient with each other.

Fourth of July Festivities

Our fun actually started on the 3rd of July when Bryce, Olivia, and I along with Auntie Kristen, grandma, and grandpa drove for 3 1/2 hours from Mapleton to Bryce Canyon. Super fun with an 11 month old (well, almost a year old), right? Olivia got pretty dang cranky every hour, so we would stop somewhere to let her crawl around and so we could stock up on snacks. Well, we eventually made it to our motel where Olivia had the BEST time playing on the beds with everyone.

After which she had a great (NOT!) nights sleep. It's always hard for her to sleep somewhere other than her bed. But I'm surprised she did sleep as well as she did. Plus the pillows there were super comfy so the night wasn't all bad. We woke up the next morning bright and early. It was so nice because the weather at Bryce Canyon was about 12 degrees lower than in Orem and it had been sooo hot lately. We got ready for the day and then we went and ate a delicious breakfast. Nap time came around for Olivia and, actually, we all napped because that night wasn't as restful as hoped. Post nap we packed everything up while watching the World Cup. Olivia was playing around on the beds and Bryce was watching and playing with her when grandpa knocked on the door. I went to answer the door and Bryce looked up for one second to see who was there. That's when Olivia went into Speedy Gonzales mode and crawled her fastest right off the edge of the bed. Grandpa saw it happening but it all happened so fast that all he could do was yell for us to look before she face planted into that stupid, hard, hotel carpet.

This is one or two days later. It was really bad at first :(

She cried so hard. It was so sad. I probably cried a little bit too. Luckily, or rather unluckily, the only time Olivia likes to cuddle is when she's hurt or sick (she's too independent already!) so mama got her cuddles that day. We sat on the bed, cuddled, drank juice, and watched the World Cup while the boy packed the car up. Soon enough Olivia felt better and after that the only time it hurt her was when she accidentally would touch her nose while rubbing her eyes or something.

On the road again. After a short drive we reached Bryce Canyon, parked, then headed toward the hiking trail. It was a really nice day and Olivia was excited! 

And the scenery got wayy cooler as we went along.

It was a mighty long hike so we had to take breaks sometimes, especially since Olivia was in a carrier and we wanted her to stretch out her legs. This was on one of our breaks. Kristen is doing one of Olivia's most favorite things.

Olivia ALWAYS laughs, kicks her legs, and shakes her head whenever anyone does this with her. She LOVES it! Well, we were a little bit worried with the timing on the hike. We kind of had a late start that morning and we were worried about Olivia's nap time, because nobody wants to ride for three and a half hours in a car with a cranky baby. But after this break in the hike Olivia actually slept for the rest of the way. It was a grueling hike, especially since I had only made my commitment to fitness two days earlier. Needless to say it was a good start to achieving my fitness goals. 

We made it out alive! 

After our hike we all sat on a bench and ate sandwiches and apples! Yum! I don't think a sandwich ever tasted so good in my whole life! Then we all had a bathroom break, and boy did Olivia need it! That diaper was FULL! Then it was back to the car for the drive home.

Don't worry, we really did put her in a car seat!

Now, usually Olivia only takes two naps a day, but with a long car ride like that, who can't take a nap? We gave Olivia a bottle of diluted juice to re-hydrate and she just couldn't decide whether she was more sleepy or more thirsty. 

Too cute, right?

Eventually we made it home and we got to do some super fun fireworks! It was Olivia's first time with fireworks (since last Fourth of July I was just about to pop) so we just did some sparklers so as to not overwhelm her. She LOVED them!

Happy Fourth of July!!!

Here's To You: Lady at the Park with 2 1/2 Kids

You know, it's not often enough that you run into truly kind people who also speak truly kind things these days. I'm guilty of it too. I may think a nice thought about someone but not say it out loud because I'm too embarrassed. I've been working on it though, and a lady this morning just encouraged me to work on it even harder - by example. 

So recently I bought a jogging stroller online (for $18! What a steal! I love good online yardsale deals). I bought it thinking it would give me the motivation to start running again. I used to LOVE running before I was pregnant. It was my exercise of choice for years. Now, I can tell you what my husband was thinking... "Buying toys to help you exercise won't make you exercise." I know he was thinking this because for my birthday I asked for a yoga mat, which I used for about a month after which it just sat around in a corner in my house. This time was different, though. I could feel it. 

I couldn't go running during the day when Olivia takes her naps because it's too darn hot, and I couldn't go running in the evening because I'm too dang tired. So I made a plan. With a jogging stroller I can bring my baby with me (which is awesome, because she LOVES walks) and I can go in the morning while it's still (relatively) cool. Well, I've been running at our neighborhood park for about a week and a half now, and let me tell you, it has not been easy. I am so out of shape. I mean it's taken me nearly a year after having a baby to get a true motivation for exercise again (like I said earlier, I'd get it in spurts throughout the months, but it never stuck). So the goal I made for myself was to run two laps around the park, until that starts to get easier and then maybe three or four. Well, I stopped for a drink at the water fountain like I always do after my run, sweating like a pig and breathing like Darth Vader, when this super cute pregnant lady enters the park with a little girl on a scooter and a littler boy in an umbrella stroller. I was a little embarrassed by my state of being so I stuck my face into the water fountain as she walked by. Something she said to me, though, made me smile then, and all the way back home.

"Good job exercising!" She didn't say it in a demeaning way or sarcastic way,  but in a really encouraging way. 

"Thank you!" I replied, but I don't think that really conveyed, between my spurts of spastic breathing, how truly grateful I was for her comment. That was just what I needed to hear after a hard not-so-long run. So here's to you, lady at the park with 2 1/2 kids. Thank you for speaking your mind and making my day. And probably keeping me at it (running) longer. 

Meltdown in the Super Market (It's not what you think)

So the other day Bryce, Olivia, and I were at Macey's picking up a few things for dinner. We went down the baby isle as we often do (because I absolutely adore all the small colorful things and Bryce, well, loves me). I thought that it might be a good idea to buy Olivia some snacks for the ride home. She absolutely loves all things edible and she is happy as long as she has something to eat.

I thought, "Hey, let's see if there's anything new that Olivia hasn't tried yet." Because it is SO MUCH FUN trying new things with babies. 

Well you know how Gerber has those pictures on all of their food, indicating whether that particular item is for a sitter, crawler, toddler, or so on? 

Olivia is officially in the "Crawler" category.

Well while browsing some snacks I saw some cookie/cracker things and after looking at the label I said to Bryce, "Oh, Olivia can't have these. They are for toddlers, it says here '12+ months.'" 

Cue frog in throat.

My eyes start to glisten and my hands come up to cover my face as I start flat out bawling, right there in the grocery store. All the while these words repeat in my head:

IN TWO WEEKS OLIVIA IS GOING TO BE A TODDLER. SHE WILL BE 12+ MONTHS AND SHE CAN EAT THESE STUPID COOKIES.

Bryce, of course, took me in his arms and couldn't stop laughing.

I probably cried for a good two minutes, thinking my baby is no longer a baby. Luckily it was a sunny day so I had my sunglasses to cover my swollen, puffy, red eyes. And no, I wasn't on my period, thanks for asking though. 

Gosh does time fly. For you moms out there that have little babies and you just can't wait until they're old enough to sleep through the night, or you just can't wait until they start walking, or even crawling, ENJOY THESE DAYS! They will come to an end sooner than you know. Take a nap, then go and hug your baby while they are still a baby.  

10 Months!!

Holy Cow! It has been a very long time since I have posted on here.

Olivia has grown so much! I almost feel like she isn't a baby anymore, that is until she has a breakdown at night and wont go to sleep until three hours past her bedtime.

10 Months old and loving it!

Well, Grandma Winter AKA Yaya came for a visit these past two weeks and Olivia absolutely loved having her here (not to mention me. I LOVED having her here and cried like a baby when she left). We found out some things about Olivia during her grandmother's stay. For example, she absolutely LOVES the first 10 minutes of Robin Hood, the Disney movie. She jumps up and down and screams from excitement as the introduction music plays! It's pretty much one of the most adorable things I have ever seen. She loves to do the hand sign to the song Cinco Lobitos with yaya, not so much with her mama, though. Basically she just loved having her yaya around and misses her so much. She and yaya skype to keep in touch, though.

                                 Olivia only likes the first few minutes and then, as you can see, she loses interest.

Olivia has perfected the army crawl and is so close to crawling on her hands and knees, I'm pretty sure she'll get it by the end of the day. We just ordered a baby gate online because even though she's just army crawling, she's a fast little army baby! Olivia is such a talker. She doesn't say much, but she's always "talking." She also understands the signs for "eat," "drink," and "outside." Mama can't wait for her to sign them back! Olivia loves to go on walks, especially to the park near our house where she adores watching the other children play and swinging in the baby swing.

 She also loves grocery shopping. And boy, does she LOVE to eat bananas. They're pretty much her favorite thing in the whole entire world. She'll start whining for one with just the sight of it.

Olivia started sleeping though the night again, that is until yaya visited. There was just so much excitement with her here! But we're working on getting her on schedule again. She's a great napper though! She always takes her naps. Olivia absolutely hates hats of any kind. 2.5 second after I put her sun hat on it's off again. And the baby bath cap I ordered online is completely useless as it stays on her head for exactly 1.4 seconds. Luckily she doesn't know quite yet when she is wearing a bow! (Sneaky mama!)

Olivia loves playing with blocks and she loves to break down the towers that dada makes. She also loves to play with headphones, shoes, and dishware (that is until mama takes it away)! Olivia is very good at following directions. When she has something in her hand that she shouldn't I ask her, "Can mama have that?" and then she gives it to me! Can you believe that?! Olivia's absolute favorite thing ever, though, is being outside. Olivia loves to play with other babies, but sadly, she doesn't get to do that too often. Olivia also loves going to grandma and grandpa's house. She loves to see the horses, goats, cats, dog, but especially the chickens! Those are her favorite! 

Olivia is growing up into a little toddler, though she's not quite toddling ;) 

I can't believe it's almost her birthday. It's crazy how time flies. 

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